maybe i'm just curious. (iii)

dos corpos inanimados que povoavam o chão naquela manhã pós-festiva tu eras a única que não dormia.
encostada no sofá-cama verde de olhos atentos abriste os braços chamando-me para ti.

recusando as palavras e as explicações em redor.

o sobressalto o silêncio o acaso acordaram a letargia do coração consumado no beijo que nasce sem ser fruto dum momento conspurcado.

- i...
- shhh...let's just lay quietly here and pretend this was always meant to happen.
- i...

- i know. i can't put it in words either.

e a noite chegou sem saber o que faria das mãos ao largar-me de ti.

[this just might be forgotten love laying beneath my hurtled skin]

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state of mind: hooverphonic_everytime we live together we die a bit more

la longueur des jours. (v)

in days of bleakness
my swirling drowsy heart
is a mass of contradiction
drifting along the open sea.

[ je marche en éveil dans le silence d'autres mers]

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state of mind: mu ustit engeliid sogalas_mari boine

now you listen to me and you listen good.

loneliness has followed me my whole life. everywhere.
in bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. there's no escape.
i'm god's lonely man.[...]
the days can go on with regularity over and over.
one day indistinguishable from the next.
a long continuous chain.

then suddenly, there is a change.

Robert DeNiro in Taxi Driver (1976)

*photos by miss K

(winter. spring. summer.)

things get bloody
before they get better.


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state of mind: streets lack love_nneka